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I have no clue what brings me here each night.
Darkness hovers overhead. Thick inky black sky hides the stars and casts me in shadow. I lightly trace rough stone with my fingers as I make my way along the massive wall that surrounds the city. A cool breeze plays with my hair, pulling the pearlescent strands every which way. I shiver.
I doubt anyone has missed me. They all sleep soundly under thick blankets, full of blissful dreams and hopes of a new tomorrow. Morning still lay hours away.
Absently, I hold my breath. With my back against the wall and my body still safely covered in shadow, I creep along until I am safely through to the other side. I move away from the gate carefully until I am sure that I will no longer be heard or seen. Then, I break into a run.
I feel the wind as it rushes past either side of me, whipping the ends of my cloak behind me and ripping the hood from over my face. I lift the ends of my robes up with my hands to keep from tripping as I race wildly toward the safety of the forest ahead.
Only when I breach the thick wall of trees do I slow to a stop and catch my breath. Thick silence envelops me as I rest against a large wooden trunk and work to slow my breaths to normal. Here, deep within the vast and wild unknown – here I feel more like myself.
Nydia would be furious if she knew. She caught me once, coming in through the window of our living quarters just as the sun began rising into the sky. After a harsh lecture on the dangers of being outside after dark, I promised her I would never be so reckless again. I lied. Despite the dangers in the Wilds, I keep coming back. The Wilds holds me spellbound – or, maybe it frees me from invisible chains the Abbey has around me so tight. So many rules and laws we must abide by there.
I breathe in deeply, feeling lighter than I have in a while. Here in this place I can let go of the duty placed on me and simply be. I have no title here, no persona I must portray. No one expects anything of me.
Fin.
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